SICK OF THIS SHIT.. LITERALLY.

i got this message from concord housing telling me that if i didn't accept the housing offer they gave me in two days, i'd lose the opportunity at housing. i was just reading something on msn.com about mice coming into houses while fredrick and i went out for pizza. i read how they live in the walls and you can get sick from mice droppings and urine. i've been seeing mice around my apartment recently and fredrick actually just killed one today about an hour ago in the corner of my kitchen with a broom. i woke up sneezing and with a stuffy nose. fredrick blamed it on douglas but i don't remember douglas being sick when he came over to my place last. i swear i hear those little fuckers in my wall and i was beating on my wall one day when i heard noises and one of the ics workers asked me what i was doing and i said i heard mice in the wall, the pca disregarded it and said it was the heater. so when douglas was trying to sleep in my bed one day, he said, "I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE OF THEM NOISES IN THE WALL! WHAT IS THAT?!" then i said, "the ics workers told me it was the heaters." so, my health is being effected by staying here but MY TRUSTEE IS OFF ON VACATION BECAUSE SHE'S NOT CONCERNED ABOUT ONE OF HER CLIENTS LOOKING INTO MOVING WHERE THE CLIENT WANTS (NOT THE CLIENT'S NEGLECTFUL FAMILY WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT LOOKING LIKE A "HAPPY FAMILY" SO THEY DON'T WANNA ASSIST THEIR FAMILY MEMBER IN FINDING SOMEWHERE THE CLIENT ACTUALLY WANTS TO LIVE BECAUSE IT'S TOO INCONVENIENT AND THEY ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO THAT PARTICULAR FAMILY MEMBER WHEN IT'S BENEFICIAL OR CONVENIENT FOR THEM). THIS IS THE DEFINITION OF NEGLECT IF I CAN THINK OF ONE. JUST AS LONG AS IT MAKES AMANDA AND MY MOM LOOK GOOD AS LONG AS IT'S BENEFICIAL FOR THEM AND CONVENIENT FOR THEM. i'm going to figure out a way to accept the offer before seeing it because the longer i stay here, the more sick i'll get. i told the management about the mice and they laid down traps and poison.. i'm pretty sure all the poison is gone now and i think all the traps already got mice stuck in them- so i don't have anymore. WHO GIVES A SHIT THOUGH! KEEP STACY IN AN UNOPPORTUNISTIC STATE BECAUSE NO ONE REALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT HER ANYWAY= SHE'S MENTALLLY HANDICAPPED! SHE HAS A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY! SHE CAN'T POSSIBLY HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO!